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skinny minded! [19 Aug 2008|01:13pm]

[ mood | restless ]

My mind is all air when it comes to food now. I can't take not being able to fit into a size o easy. I hate size 3's, infact I just got rid of anything that was not a size 0 that was in my closet. This is it ! I will never see anything more than 110 on my scale again!!

Love ya

 only air &

La solución natural a sus problemas del acné [15 Aug 2008|07:09pm]


El cerca de 70% de su sistema inmune está situado en sus intestinos. Si esta área se bloquea con la basura, sus inmuno-defensas están abajo. Así pues, en vez de la basura que deja su cuerpo vía el recto, elige irse a través de la piel. Inútil dejar la piel puede causar una infección que se presente como acné.

La mayoría de las cajas de luz para moderar acné se pueden tratar cerca sobre las medicaciones contrarias. Hay muchos a elegir de. Un cierto acné sufre el hallazgo que el peróxido de benzoílo o el ácido salicílico trabaja bien, y el peróxido de benzoílo se sabe para matar fácilmente las bacterias del acné. El peróxido de benzoílo se puede encontrar en despedregadoras y en tratamientos del punto. El peróxido de benzoílo es muy de sequía y puede hacer que su cara parece irritada aún más, especialmente cuando usted primero comienza a lavarse con ella. Mucho el acné sufre uso una crema hidratante en su cara después de lavarse. Hay muchas cremas hidratantes disponibles que se diseñan específicamente para ayudar con acné tal como Cetaphil, Eucerin, y Neutrogena.

Intente aplicar los aceites esenciales directamente al acné. Los aceites a intentar son aceite del árbol del té, esencia de bergamota, aceite de clavo, aceite de lavanda, y aceite del palo de rosa. Si usted tiene piel sensible, usted puede necesitar diluir el aceite con aceite de semilla de la uva para evitar la irritación. Aplique el aceite antes de irse a la cama y después quítelo, usando el jabón y el agua potable puros, por la mañana. Déle alrededor de un mes para ver si está trabajando. Éste es una de las menos soluciones costosas del acné que han demostrado ser eficaces para mucha gente.

El cuidado de piel apropiado puede no garantizar una tez sin defectos. Pero un buen régimen del cuidado de piel puede ayudar en el rechazo de las bacterias que empeoran acné adulto. Si usted ama el fregar para su sensación chillón-limpia, piense dos veces. Puede rendir más daño a su piel ya-manchada.

A veces la pubertad y la tensión pueden combinar para hacer acné incluso peor. Encuentre las causas de la tensión y trabaje en la reducción o la eliminación de él. El acné sí mismo puede llevar para tensionar y entonces usted tiene un ciclo vicioso.

Los tratamientos del acné del laser para las formas severas de acné trabajan por la matanza del laser de las bacterias responsables de causar el acné. Los lasers usados para los tratamientos suaves del acné como espinillas y whiteheads simples apuntan el suero produciendo las glándulas para desenchufar simplemente el folículo para lanzar el suero atrapado adentro calentando la capa superior y encogiendo la glándula de aceite. Esto afecta al área superior de la piel que sale de las capas más profundas virtualmente inafectadas y capaces de curar sin incidente.

Sobre el autor: El autor, Sarah Rodas, sufrida de acné durante muchos años antes finalmente de descubrir una curación que trabaja. Usted puede leer sobre ella y aprender el tratamiento casero secreto del acné que se garantiza para trabajar sin los doctores, las prescripciones, o los productos legales. Visite por favor el blog de Sarah: fast-acne-solution.info

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 only air &

introducing... [11 Mar 2008|06:53pm]

[ mood | sad ]

age: 21
location: planet earth
type of ed:anorexia nervosa with bulimic tendencies
how long:13 years
want to recover?:yes and no
are you recovered?:no
hw:110ibs /50 kg
lw:90 ibs/ 42 kg
cw:96 ibs/ 44 kg
stgw:92 ibs/ 42 kg
ltgw:0 ! = air !
a little bio:i suffer from anorexia with bulimic tendencies since years. it has begun when i was 8. it has increased during the last years. I've stopped to binge since months, but i still think about it now and then. i try to stay healthy, but i'm always so down and tired. i have a very fast metabolism and the fact is that i HAVE to eat more than the majority to be in "good" health... and i can't stand it.

 only air &

[15 Feb 2007|06:59pm]

type of ed:ana/mia
how long:recent
want to recover?:Not really at the moment
are you recovered?:no
hw: 159
lw: 130
cw: 124
a little bio: Hi. I am Susie and I have joined here becaue i think that it looks a good place to come for supposrt and to find people that understand.
its hard to talk to people becaue i can't tell them about it and i don't think that they would understand. i like to be incontrol with what I am doing. I somtimes bindge so i will be comming here for support if thats okay. please everyone speak to me if you need support advice or just somone to listen for a change to being told what you should be doing

LoveLove to you all

 only air &

control [15 Feb 2007|06:57pm]

Okay so i have worked it out. i like to be incontrol. I am fine and i dnt even realise i have an ed when i am controlling when i eat and what i eat beacue its how i want things to be
its so hard to control the rest of life all the shit that is going on what other peopel are doing in and out of your life how people move on and leave you behind but with this i can have waht i want when i want it becaue no matter what people cant force you into eating anything and that feels really good
I gotta go to college get up early i gotta do all the things i have to but with this is all how i want it. and it feels really good.

Thats why i feel terrible when i have to eat form other people stuff that they have made me dinner my mum makes becaue i have no control over it and what she is giving to be i a supposed to eat.

Howver for tea tonight i at the veg and tried to leave as much as possible dran plenty of water and the rest well you know the drill

im excited for my way in in a way but im also a little scared with it being my first on and all.

How is it all going with everyone else got any new advice/tips/etc


 only air &

random thoughts. [19 Oct 2006|10:10am]

[ mood | tired ]

How is everybody?
I woke up at 124 this morning, down one pound from yesterday. It's not as thin as I'd like to be, but keep in mind I started at 140 a couple months ago. The weight is coming off slowly but at least it's staying off.

My problem is every once in a while I have a binge weekend. Not just a binge, but an entire "I've fucked my diet up by eating that extra piece of toast, so I might as well make the most of it" weekend, and totally lose control. I end up gaining a couple pounds, and then spending most of the next week working it off.

This week I've been having nothing but coffee during the day, then when I get home around 6pm I'll have a low calorie dinner (usually around 200 cals). I usually split my dinner in half so I eat one half (100cal) when I get home and the other half (the other 100cal) later on in the evening. Sometimes a light hot chocolate (about 30cal, I don't use the amount of mix they recommend, just a bit less) before bed.

It's been going good. I've lost two pounds in the past two days on this routine. I also walk two miles a day, do at least 1/2 hr of aerobics at home, and take the stairs up to the 6th floor of where I work about three times a day. I feel like I should be losing weight more quickly than I am, though, and that's discouraging.

I'm also taking green tea pills before most of my meals, and I do think that it's helped me. Although I find that if I have too much green tea it makes me nauseous.

This afternoon I've been invited to a "wine and cheese" retirement party for a few people in my office building. Great, wine and cheese. Calories and fat. I love wine, and cheese, so this really sucks. I'm going to try to abstain from any of it without looking rude or weird. Maybe I'll take something and discreetly get rid of it somehow, when no one's looking.

I'm also discouraged by my reflection in the mirror. I've lost sixteen pounds! So how come when I look in the mirror, all I still see is a big fat stomach and chunky thighs? Sigh.

Well hope everyone's going good today!

 only air & 1 comment|

hello there... [01 Oct 2006|10:05am]

type of ed:ana/ednos
how long:about 1 year
want to recover?:er... not really
are you recovered?:no
a little bio:hi, i just joined because i was tired of not being able to talk to my friends about eds. i want total control of my baser instincts, and i know that any imperfection in myself is because of a lack of discipline.
picture(if you can):will get one eventually...

 only air &

From 140 to 128 [26 Sep 2006|02:08pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

From 140 down to 128, I've lost twelve pounds in a month and I feel fantastic. (I was going to write "great", until I realized with a shudder that it rhymed.)
Here are my updated stats:

Age - 26
Height - 5'6"
Current Weight - 128
Highest Weight - 140
Loweset Weight - 100
STG - 125
LTG - 115

 only air &

[05 Jul 2006|12:33pm]


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[01 Apr 2006|09:02am]

name: Alison
age: 13
sex: female
location: Oregon
height: 4'11
type of ed: anorexia
how long: 2 years
want to recover?: no
are you recovered?: no
hw: 100 lbs
lw: 84 lbs
cw: 90 lbs
stgw: 85 lbs
ltgw: 80 lbs
a little bio: i like control, and i laugh a bunch
picture(if you can): once i can get my hands on a camera

 only air &

[08 Jan 2006|10:56pm]


Going on a fast.
2 weeks.

I will succeed.
And lose this weight.

 only air &

[08 Jan 2006|10:32pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

name: Cammy
age: 14
sex: Female
location: Los Angeles, CA
height: 5"3' 1/2
type of ed: Ana and Mia.
how long: A few months.
want to recover?: Not presently.
are you recovered?: No.
hw: 130.
lw: 110.
cw: 116.
stgw: 100.
ltgw: 95.
a little bio: Well, my whole life my weight has been the bain of my existance. I was constantly teased as a child for it. I want so bad to be thin, and I'm having a very hard time getting ahold of ana again. I just created this journal, and I'm looking for support and tips and things, so if you want to add me, feel free.
picture(if you can):name:
type of ed:
how long:
want to recover?:
are you recovered?:
a little bio:
picture(if you can):
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 only air & 6 comments|

31 and counting and stuff [29 Nov 2005|10:58am]

[ mood | tired ]

monday was my weight-training day. i had spent about an hour at the gym, and was just finishing up my last rep for the morning when i suddenly felt like i was going to vomit. then the sounds around me starting getting muffled. all i could hear was a man on his cell phone talking about debt consolidation. darkness crept in around the edges of my eyes. i was hot and cold at the same time, and sweating. i was going to pass out. i leaned up against the machine i was using, and took deep breaths. i concentrated on the man's voice. a half hour passed, and things gradually returned to normal. i could finally see and hear again.

all the while this was happening, i could only think, how embarrassing would it be if i vomited and passed out? strange thing to think, i know. but that's what really kept me from succumbing to what definitely was my body's way of telling me to eat and sleep more.

yet at the same time, i knew this day would come. i was actually waiting for it. i wanted to know what it would be like. though i didn't pass out, i came close enough to see how it sort of feels. but not close enough to change my habits...

on the plus side, i've gone down 4 pants sizes.


they're just kids.

 only air & 3 comments|

[24 Nov 2005|11:56pm]

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 only air &

[15 Nov 2005|04:55pm]
age: 16
sex: female
location: Royal Oak Michigan
height: 5'8"
type of ed: ana and mia
how long: 4 years
want to recover?: no i like the way i am
are you recovered?: no
hw: 130
lw: 92
cw: 108
stgw: 100
ltgw: 95
a little bio:my name is lexi, im currently at kimbal high school. i'm sort of the sterotypical ana/mia chick. i model for Svetlana Kharskaya. a small high end line of stores in Oakland county. i've always modeled and the only times i can remember being happy is when im thin. people dont get it and either do my family thats why im here. they've tried to have an intervention like twice and i always go back to how i am because it makes me happy. i know you will all understand my lifestyle and help me maintain it. thank you so much.
picture(if you can):

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 only air &

[27 Oct 2005|11:09pm]

name: Sophie
age: 20
location: california
height: 5'1
type of ed: mia, ednos
how long: about a month...I had stopped for a few months
want to recover?: i don't think so
are you recovered?: not anymore
hw: 135
lw: 100
cw: 102
stgw: 95
ltgw: 85
a little bio: first dabbled in mia behavior in high school but it didn't really take. I gained the frosh 15 and then some eventually started purging more regularly...i've never been much of a binger, for me like I'm sure some of you a binge is eating chinese or something. anyway i lost a bunch due partly to that and partly to...unknown reasons, and had a family intervention etc. so I had stopped. amazingly I didn't gain any of the weight back despite even going abroad, but I'm just really paranoid it will creep back...and I feel fat again...I just want to be skinny.
picture(if you can): Image hosted by Photobucket.com
I'm on the right...that's my sister on the left, naturally as skinny as your thinnest models on coke. and she eats like 3 billion cals a day. it's not fair!!!

 only air &

new and stuff [21 Sep 2005|03:26pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

name: l.
age: 27
sex: m
location: california
height: 5' 8"
type of ed: ednos
how long: 9 mos.
want to recover?: no
are you recovered?: n/a
hw: 180 lbs.
lw: 165 lbs.
cw: 169 lbs. (as of july 05)
stgw: 160 lbs.
ltgw: ???
a little bio: all i know is that i'm hungry all the time, and i hate it.

 only air &

[28 Aug 2005|05:43pm]

so i sit in my basement smokin a cigerette, and am so proud of myself.. i havent snuck food off of my plate since last summer so i figured it wud be hard, but since i have my lil bro there to distract my parents with his whining, they dont notice me slipping my food into my napkin and then throwing my napkin away!! im so happy.. i had about 2 pieces of meat, and sum rice. plus i still wanna throw my food up!! im getting back on track, go me!! lmfao, leave me sum comments.. i'd also love to make new friends!! i need a support system and i'd love to support someone else!!

 only air &

[27 Aug 2005|06:25pm]

soo i havent been on lj in a looong time.. i figured i'd repost everything

name: Stephanie
cw: 114

since my fatass parents have been on diets, i've been eating better, heathier. woohoo, not. today for breakfast i had a quaker breakfast bar. for lunch i had 2 breakfast bars, which i threw up. and for dinner i had sushi. i have to go back to going on this lj because i've been straying. i've been mia since i was 7 or 8 years old. i then was on and off again ana since i was 13. so ive had my ed for 9 years. i smoke cigerettes, yea i kno there bad for me, i need to quit.. anybody else who wants to help me get back with getting back on track? oh and i love to make new friends!


 only air &

[27 Jun 2005|01:51pm]
HURRY QUICK! My friends are taking me out to dinner tonight for my birthday, and I have to pick the restaurant. What should I pick?

xposted everywhere - sorry

 only air &

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